and other times I don't.
Now is one of those times that I don't hate it. At all. In fact, I'm indulging it. Although I might hate it tomorrow when I'm trying to keep my eyes open during my brother's high school graduation.
Life just has this way of making me really happy and really sad at the same time. Wanting to kiss the future and hold hands with the past at the same time. Longing for memories while on the edge of making more. I don't know how to explain what I feel, most of the time. All I know is that there is this heart inside of me, and it swells..... it swells and swells until I think it might explode. But it keeps beating. And swelling. With every dreamy sunset, every sweet rainfall, every laugh of a child, every song I sing, every kiss on my lips.... it swells. And I keep hanging on to this mystery of life, that I love with every fiber of my being. I keep hanging on.
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